hey
before you go into the nsfw gallery i've gotta know
are you 18 or older?
i have no real way to check whether you're telling the truth
but i can check if you're reading. but before i reveal how, i ask you consider the danger of engaging with the internet as a sexual space. it's an open environment, anyone can look you up, and stuff that you think gets deleted is still traceable by law enforcement, if not shareable by hackers and data miners.
nobody, even a clever 18-year old, is safe from being manipulated by someone older than them in an online space. nobody's going to tell you that you should stop interacting with these spaces. you should advocate for your safety and privacy above all else.
i wish i had a disclaimer like this when i was starting to interact with spaces like these at a younger age, because i remember feeling bigger than a page that asked for my age. not once did i realize that keeping minors out of spaces like these was a social safety issue, not just a content safety issue.
i won't tell you how to solve your specific problems, i also cannot be your friend. i'm likely older than you, but i don't think i know better than you do for your own situation. i just hope that whatever you are doing, it's on your own terms and keeping yourself informed and safe.
don't let peer pressure push you into a space that is unsafe and does not support you for who you are. you have so many years ahead of yourself to gain the experience and hindsight necessary to make informed decisions going forward. the password is the 6th-last word of the 3rd paragraph. really, just be careful about what you get yourself into at an early age. it all gets better (like, socially) once you hit the 20s, so long as you stay receptive, listening, and empathetic to others. you deserve people who care about you for you.
oh, sorry the password thing doesn't work, you'll have to navigate to a named subfolder from this one.